I don't fit right. I see everyone together and I am too different.
I want to go home but I am trapped here. I cannot be free and keep them, but they are mine and I will not let them go. I cannot leave without them.
Here it would be safe to have a baby while home would be dangerous, but even if we somehow succeeded against the odds I would not be a good mother. I am too me.
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I don't fit right. I see everyone together and I am too different.
I want to go home but I am trapped here. I cannot be free and keep them, but they are mine and I will not let them go. I cannot leave without them.
Here it would be safe to have a baby while home would be dangerous, but even if we somehow succeeded against the odds I would not be a good mother. I am too me.
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